if you've been wondering where all your internet friends have been, you can blame the queer hockey show. i knew this show was coming (when you're canadian, and you like hockey, and ppl know you're into gay romance, they're gonna let you know), but i didn't watch the first 2 episodes until some friends came to town at the beginning of december when episode 3 dropped, and then the show took over my whole life. it ended christmas day night (episodes dropped midnight est which is 9pst), and i have watched it every day since.

oh, it's called heated rivalry, and you should watch it, too.

at one point after airing, the episode 5 was rated 10/10 on imdb (with 57k votes, it's at 9.9 now, as well as episode 6). it sent me looking for a list of best television episodes of all time—not series, but single episodes that stand out.

because i'm always looking for structure, in particular at the beginning of the year when anything seems possible (i want to read more fiction, so i made a spreadsheet of giller prize nominees and winners), what if i watch all of the episodes from wikipedia's list of television episodes considered the best, but without watching the rest of the show? just go in cold and see if they hold up?

you can certainly watch "last exit to springfield" by itself, and "the contest" is still funny without watching the rest of seinfeld, but then, that's what sitcoms are; they're built to be watched in syndication. i've watched less than 20 minutes of breaking bad; will "ozymandias" be a 10/10 watch for me or will i be lost without the context?

(another list project i'm considering is reading all the giller prize nominees and winners—or at least as many as my libraries have in audio. i want to fall in love with fiction again. i've already made a spreadsheet.)


some good reblogs this month

the last shot of heated rivalry, showing the road at sunset from between the front seats of a car, with shane driving and ilya in the passenger seat. the credits read "produced with the assistance of the canadian film or video production tax credit" with the government of canada wordmark below
and viewers like you
sister michael and father conway from derry girls. the image has been edited so the closed caption reads, i do enjoy a text post, it has to be said
sister michael, tumblr's patron saint

i browse itchio jams so you don’t have to

i know i'm looking for a bit of motivation in this new year, and a jam is a great push to make something, anything. bc when you finish a piece of work—no matter how small—it gives you the energy to make another. at least that's what i'm hoping bc the days are so cold and grey right now.

tell me about what you're making right now. what are your plans for 2026? let's cheer each other on.

come to my cottage we'll have so much fun